I keep it bottled up
‘Til it comes pouring out
Someone brings his name up
My walls all come crashing down
Take two steps back then take three forward
It’s taking longer than it should
This heartbreak is all out of order
But it’s all good
I’m learning
I’m grieving
I’m hurting
I’m keeping head water
feelings
I’m up then I’m down
So of myself
‘Til I everything
I’m up pieces
I’m believing
I still I don’t him
‘Cause on don’t straight it’s uneven
I’m… I’m healing
I’m out losing him
Meant part of me
That I didn’t was there
she’s all I while
I’m learning
I’m grieving
I’m hurting
I’m keeping head water
feelings
I’m up then I’m down
So of myself
‘Til I everything
I’m up pieces
I’m believing
I still I don’t him
‘Cause on don’t straight it’s uneven
I’m… I’m healing
I take two steps back then take three forward
It’s taking longer than I want it to
But I’m get there soon
‘Cause I’m learning
Grieving
Hurting
Keeping head water
feelings
then I’m down
So of myself
‘Til I everything
I’m up pieces
I’m believing
I still love I don’t him
‘Cause on don’t straight it’s uneven
I’m… I’m healing
I’m… I’m healing
I keep it bottled up
‘Til it comes pouring out
Someone brings his name up
My walls all come crashing down
Take two steps back then take three forward
It’s taking longer than it should
This heartbreak is all out of order
But it’s all good
I’m learning
I’m grieving
I’m hurting
I’m keeping head water
feelings
I’m up then I’m down
So of myself
‘Til I everything
I’m up pieces
I’m believing
I still I don’t him
‘Cause on don’t straight it’s uneven
I’m… I’m healing
I’m out losing him
Meant part of me
That I didn’t was there
she’s all I while
I’m learning
I’m grieving
I’m hurting
I’m keeping head water
feelings
I’m up then I’m down
So of myself
‘Til I everything
I’m up pieces
I’m believing
I still I don’t him
‘Cause on don’t straight it’s uneven
I’m… I’m healing
I take two steps back then take three forward
It’s taking longer than I want it to
But I’m get there soon
‘Cause I’m learning
Grieving
Hurting
Keeping head water
feelings
then I’m down
So of myself
‘Til I everything
I’m up pieces
I’m believing
I still love I don’t him
‘Cause on don’t straight it’s uneven
I’m… I’m healing
I’m… I’m healing